It's been a month since I have blogged and I laugh at this because just a short month ago I was talking about "getting my clean on" and wanting to organize this house top to bottom. Well, that was short lived. Partly because real life crept in and the many "to do" items on the list pretty much trumped out the "want to dos". I have been super busy with Stampin' Up! which is a true blessing, but I also have had to re-evaluate priorities and other life's commitments. Not doing the best at it, but trying to...
Now, I'm here in this weird place of feeling not good enough. Not because I can't clean or organize my house. That really doesn't have much to do with it. It's just this thought that Satan is trying to put in my head that I'm not worth other people's time. I can't get over it. It stings. I can't explain it other than it makes me sad and I don't know how to deal with it.
And in the midst of the hurt of what these feelings are, I realize that really it should be about these two beautiful children that make my life a happier place!
Oh, the laughter I am blessed with because of them. And, my husband...who is the most patient man and is willing to give of his time to be with me and to do things with me. I am worth their time and you know what...that's all that really matters.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
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Sorry you are feeling that way Heidi! I feel like that sometimes too...it's one of those things that you know you shouldn't but you do. Praying for you friend!
Love you! You are worth it!
Oh Heidi I'm sorry that you're feeling like this. I think we all go through it at one time or another. It's lousy, and we know it's wrong but it's not something that can be helped at the time.
Take one day at a time and be kind to yourself. Don't try and get everything done all at once. You'll get through this because you have a loving and supportive family and wonderful friends too going by the comments above.
Your two look like cool dudes here!
Bless your heart. I know how you feel. Sometimes I think because I stay home with the kids, I forget how important I am and what I do really matters. So know that you are not alone in these feelings. I am super proud to know that you have the Lord on your side and he will get you through this. Just keep looking at those sweet babies and things will brighten up. Blessings.
Oh dear friend! You are SO worth the time! :-) Now I feel extra yucky about my crazy schedule last week. Please know that you are loved and I think of you often.
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